Family..

Family... When this word first came to my head, family symbolizes happiness, prisper, love, affection, support and motivation. As a girl with 5 older bros, i was growing up in a rough path, with only a single mother jugling everything to keep life moving. It wasnt easy. Theres nit much love hanged around. Theres not much affection. But ive never felt unhappy, i was content. Till the day i am 23 year olds now, i am happy. But to look at other people with family problem, its just sad. Family can be cruel sometimes. Well.. Family is family. 

Where the state r we in??

Holding on..

This state is so foreign i cant even see clearly. The space is so narrow it suffocates us. The walls are bleeding. The air is fogged up. Theres a dead end. I dont wanna be here. I dont wanna be near the dead end. Plz keep holding on to my hands, i dont wanna be alone here.  Plz take me out of this misery, i dont wanna let go. My mind is so messed up i can think clearly. Where is this state that we are in? 

Is it already gone?

-A failing love is like desperately hanging on to something precious; not wanting to give up, but your hands feel the pain. And, when you finally let go,you're free from any pain, but your hands are empty.-

-Faith means holding on something that you cannot see but yet you envisioned that it will come to pass by the Grace of God.-

am i already gone? i dont know anymore.. i cant keep holding on to myself. please put up a fight for us. 

Long distance relationship

this is what they say..
" Distance is not for fearful, it is for the bold. it it for those who are willing to spend a lot of time alone in exchange for a little time with the one they love. it is for those knowing a good thing when they see it, even if they don't see it nearly enough"
but this is what i say..
I'd rather wake up every morning to the sound of your breath on my neck. the warmth of your lips on my cheek.the touch of your fingers on my skin, the husky voice of yours, and the feel of your heart beating with mine. Knowing that, i could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.
this might be lame, or boring, or cliché..but this is just the way i see it. for me a long distance relationship will never works out for anyone.. it's a freaking awful idea. its 3.22 in the morning but i cant seems to sleep. it almost killed me just by thinking of it. i might have said, im a strong type of woman. but not this time. its something i cant afford to lose.

Advancement in life.. (E-Commerce)

We always have an advancement in life...ok..just go straight with the story line..i want to talk about the e-commerce..for sure this system of technology make our life easier..it can save the cost of money..yup..if we calculate in detail..all the bus and fuel expenses that we have to spend to go to the bank..it cost a lot..trust me..in a better view, some research said that it helps the GDP and GNP of the country. It's because in Malaysia, our government had enhanced the financial trading world IT world to survive in the globalization economic challenge. It have to be fast and have the unlimited time. So, all the transaction have the unlimited time of transaction so that we can standardized the business transaction internationally. So thanks to the system, we did survive and give all the Malaysians to be a millionaire.

Tally YOUR LIFE!!

• Our birth is our opening balance,
• Our death is our closing balance,
• Our prejudiced views are our liabilities,
• Our creative ideas are our assets,
• Our heart is our current asset,
• Our soul is our fixed asset,
• Our brain is our fixed deposit,
• Our thinking is our current account,
• Our achievements are our capital,
• Our character and morals, our stock in trade,
• Our friends are our general reserves,
• Our values and behavior are goodwill,
• Our patience is our interest earned,
• Our love is our dividend,
• Our children are our bonus issues,
• Our education is our brands or patents,
• Our knowledge is our investments,
• Our experience is our premium account,

=The aim is to Tally the Balance Sheet Accurately,

DIE FIGHTING!!!!

"It takes time to create excellence. If it could be done quickly, more people would do it." -John Wooden-

The right opportunity will come to us if we keep believing. The right timing. At the right place. And of course eventually will make you as the right person. How we know it is the right timing to take chances? Life will send message to us when the time comes. We will know when we know it.  Everything have their own reasons. Do not give up too soon. Many of the failures does not realize that success is just one step further. Show that we are too stubborn to fail and make them feel bored with us. Die fighting is better than surrender your believes. Never say die!